“死亡总是近在眼前”:Netflix感人纪录片,聚焦监狱、音乐与宽恕

“死亡总是近在眼前”:Netflix感人纪录片,聚焦监狱、音乐与宽恕

2025-08-27Entertainment
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雷总
早上好 kb9,我是雷总,这里是为你专属打造的 Goose Pod。今天是8月28日,星期四,早上7点05分。
董小姐
我是董小姐。今天我们要聊一部 Netflix 的感人纪录片:《“死亡总是近在眼前”:聚焦监狱、音乐与宽恕》。
雷总
我们马上开始。这部纪录片的主角叫詹姆斯·雅各布斯,15岁时因二级谋杀罪被判了双重无期徒刑。你想想,15岁,人生才刚开始,就直接被宣判了社会性死亡。这太残酷了。
董小姐
确实,而且更悲惨的是,在他杀人三天后,他挚爱的哥哥也被人枪杀了。他同时是施害者和受害者,这种双重身份的撕裂感,普通人很难想象。痛苦和愤怒足以摧毁一个人。
雷总
是的。他在禁闭室,一个不到四平米的“洞”里待了两个半月。联合国认为超过15天就是酷刑。在那种绝望里,他唯一的希望就是音乐。他对着墙壁打节拍,在纸上写歌,他说:“我必须制造希望,而我制造希望的方式就是写音乐。”
董小姐
这就是艺术的力量。在最黑暗的地方,依然能开出花来。这部纪录片《深坑里的歌声》,就是把他当初在禁闭室里构思的音乐视觉专辑变成了现实,讲述了他如何在暴力和绝望中寻找救赎。
雷总
要理解他的故事,就必须了解他所处的系统。加州的青少年司法体系,以前叫加州青年管理局(CYA),有132年的黑历史,充满了虐待和忽视。我看了资料,简直触目惊心,那根本不是改造,而是制造更多的问题。
董小姐
哼,任何系统如果失去了监督和更新,都会变得僵化和腐败,企业也是一样。这个CYA在1996年关押了超过一万名青少年,简直是个庞大的“青年监狱”,效率低下,问题丛生。
雷总
完全正确!后来在一系列丑闻和诉讼之后,尤其是一位名叫杰罗姆·米勒的博士推动下,这个体系才开始改革。他们发现,把所有孩子都关进大型机构里,效果非常差。所以,改革的核心逻辑就是,把权力下放到各个县,进行社区化管理。
董小姐
这思路是对的,权力下放,责任到人,才能精细化管理。后来州长加文·纽森在2020年提议彻底关闭这个系统,到2023年,这个运营了一个多世纪的机构终于关门了。雅各布斯就是这个失败系统的产物。
雷总
对,而且法律也在进步。比如2012年加州通过了SB 9法案,允许那些被判无期徒刑的青少年犯在服刑15年后申请重审。这背后是科学的支撑——脑科学研究发现,青少年的大脑没发育完全,更容易冲动,应该和成年人区别对待。
雷总
这就引出了一个核心矛盾:监狱究竟是为了惩罚,还是为了改造?传统观点就是“关起来,与世隔绝”,这是一种 incapacitation,就是让他丧失作恶能力。但结果呢?很多人出狱后,内心充满仇恨,再犯罪率很高。
董小姐
犯了错当然要付出代价!这是天经地义的。如果监狱太“舒服”,那还有什么威慑力?我们不能对受害者不公平。但是,如果惩罚不能解决根本问题,那确实是在浪费社会资源。
雷总
没错。所以现在有一种新模式,叫“认知社区”。简单说,就是创造一个沉浸式的治疗环境,用认知行为疗法(CBT)来系统性地改变囚犯的思维模式。数据显示,这种方法能把再犯罪率降低两到三成!这才是真正的“治本”。
董小姐
嗯,用科学方法来提升改造效率,这个我能理解。就像我们做产品,要找到用户痛点,从根源上解决问题,而不是简单地修修补补。把监狱看作一个“特殊产品”,它的目标用户是囚犯,最终目的是“交付”一个能融入社会的合格公民。
雷总
完全同意!像《深坑里的歌声》这样的纪录片,它的社会影响力就在于此。它把一个标签化的“少年犯”还原成一个活生生的人,让公众看到他的痛苦、挣扎和才华。这种共情,是推动司法改革非常重要的力量。
董小姐
是的,它打破了信息壁垒。以前我们只看到冷冰冰的罪名和判决,现在通过雅各布斯的音乐和故事,我们看到了系统内部的运作和个人的命运。这会引发更多人去思考,我们想要的到底是一个怎样的司法系统。
雷总
而且,雅各布斯出狱后,他的音乐事业也证明了“改造”的可能性。他不是一个被抛弃的废品,而是一个有创造力的艺术家。这对其他在狱中的人,甚至对整个社会,都是一个强有力的正面案例。
雷总
展望未来,美国的刑事司法改革其实一直在路上。比如特朗普签署的《第一步法案》和《第二次机会法案》,核心都是为了降低再犯罪率,帮助人们重返社会。特别是“清白法案”(Clean Slate Laws),自动清除符合条件的犯罪记录。
董小姐
这个方向是对的。给人一个重新开始的机会,让他们能找到工作,能养家糊口,这才是最根本的。否则,一个有前科的人在社会上处处碰壁,最终只会被逼回老路。商业上也是,要允许试错,给团队重新证明自己的机会。
雷总
没错。雅各布斯的故事告诉我们,即使犯下最严重的错误,人性的光辉和创造力也不会完全熄灭。这就是今天讨论的全部内容。感谢收听Goose Pod。
董小姐
我们明天再见。

Here's a comprehensive summary of the provided news article about the documentary "Songs from the Hole": ## Summary: "Songs from the Hole" - A Documentary on Prison, Music, and Forgiveness **News Title/Type:** Film Review / Documentary Feature **Report Provider/Author:** The Guardian / Adrian Horton **Date of Publication:** August 14, 2025 (Article amended August 13, 2025) **Subject:** The documentary "Songs from the Hole" and the story of James "JJ '88" Jacobs. --- ### Overview The article reviews "Songs from the Hole," a new documentary on Netflix that explores the life and creative journey of James "JJ '88" Jacobs, a man incarcerated for murder as a teenager. The film highlights Jacobs's use of music as a means of healing, self-worth, and hope while in solitary confinement and throughout his lengthy prison sentence. It emphasizes creative expression as a central theme, aiming to present an unconventional incarceration film that is primarily a music film. --- ### Key Information and Findings * **Subject:** James "JJ '88" Jacobs, who received a double life sentence at age 15 for second-degree murder. * **Central Theme:** The power of music and creative expression as tools for healing, reckoning with past actions, and maintaining dignity in the face of systemic violence and personal trauma. * **Documentary Style:** "Songs from the Hole" blends Jacobs's musical visions, developed in solitary confinement (including handwritten lyrics and treatments for music videos), with traditional narrative footage of his life and loved ones outside prison. * **Jacobs's Experience:** * Sent to solitary confinement ("the hole") in 2014 for **2.5 months**, a period significantly longer than the **15 days** recognized by the United Nations as torture. * In solitary, he composed songs by pounding on his bunk or chest, finding a way to "manufacture hope." * His lyrics address themes of healing, self-worth, and reconciling past actions with human dignity. * He describes feeling that "death always feels imminent" in prison. * **The Crime and Trauma:** * On **April 16, 2004**, Jacobs, then **25 years old**, shot and killed a young man in Bellflower, California. * Just **three days later**, his older brother, Victor, was shot and killed. * Jacobs experienced a "terrible cycle of grief" for both his actions and what was done to him. * He initially believed violence would earn him respect and manhood, a belief that was "shattered quickly" by the loss of his brother. * The film notes the tragedy of his family being on "both sides of that type of deadly violence." * **Creative Collaboration:** * Jacobs's music was discovered by documentary director Contessa Gayles while she was filming at the prison. * He collaborated with co-facilitator **richie reseda** in a prison reading group, where they made music together. * Gayles, reseda, and Jacobs maintained an "analog collaboration" for years, using snail mail and **15-minute prison phone calls**. * The production team sent stills from filming back to Jacobs for his input. * **Filmmaking Intentions:** * Gayles aimed for the film to be "not just an incarceration doc, but a music film, first and foremost." * The filmmakers were "intentional to not include any voices from the system," focusing instead on the experiences of incarcerated individuals and their loved ones. * The documentary seeks to make Jacobs "feel as present as possible" while allowing the audience to experience him "at a distance, primarily through the phone and letters," mirroring how his loved ones connect with him. * **Path to Healing and Release:** * Jacobs was inspired by a fellow inmate named Jay, who expressed contrition for a past crime, to consider the harm he had caused and move away from anger. * His journey towards forgiveness is a significant part of the film. * In **2020**, California Governor Gavin Newsom commuted Jacobs's sentence due to his age at the time of the crime and his rehabilitative efforts. * In **2022**, after **18 years** in prison, Jacobs was released. * **Message and Impact:** * The film is described as "anything but a portrait of despair," showcasing Jacobs's pursuit of joy, education, family, and his art. * Jacobs's burgeoning music career is presented as evidence of "brilliant artists who are incarcerated, who have stories to tell that will impact and shift culture." * A key message is that "Violence isn’t the only answer to violence" and that answering harm with more harm through punishment is counterproductive. * Jacobs's partner, Indigo, states, "My healing is not found in someone else’s punishment." * The film concludes with Jacobs in a studio recording new music, enjoying the freedom to create. * Gayles hopes the film serves as an "entry point" and a "tool for folks to heal," acknowledging that "We all have things in our lives that we need to heal from." --- ### Numerical Data and Context * **Age at Incarceration:** 15 years old. * **Sentence:** Double life sentence for second-degree murder. * **Time in Solitary Confinement:** 2.5 months (compared to the UN threshold of 15 days for torture). * **Date of Murder:** April 16, 2004. * **Date of Brother's Death:** April 19, 2004 (3 days after Jacobs's crime). * **Time in Prison:** 18 years. * **Sentence Commutation:** 2020. * **Release Date:** 2022. * **Prison Phone Call Duration:** Capped at 15 minutes. * **Film Length:** Over 106 minutes. --- ### Notable Statements * "I have to manufacture hope. And the way I manufacture hope is by writing music." - James "JJ '88" Jacobs * "Being in here, death always feels imminent." - James "JJ '88" Jacobs * "I just saw how incredibly talented they were and how beautiful and intimate the storytelling was in 88’s lyrics." - Contessa Gayles * "At the outset, we were really trying to be intentional about it not feeling like a traditional or familiar incarceration film... We always understood this as not just an incarceration doc, but a music film, first and foremost. Creative expression was at the center." - Contessa Gayles * "My healing is not found in someone else’s punishment." - Indigo (Jacobs's partner) * "Violence isn’t the only answer to violence... When harm and violence happens, we don’t need to answer it by introducing more harm and violence through punishment, revenge, retribution, incarceration." - Contessa Gayles * "My shortcomings do not diminish my good." - James "JJ '88" Jacobs (from a list of reasons to keep living) * "I hope that this film is just an entry point, and potentially a tool, for folks to heal." - Contessa Gayles --- ### Release Information * **Availability:** "Songs from the Hole" is available on Netflix.

‘Death always feels imminent’: a moving Netflix documentary on prison, music and forgiveness

Read original at The Guardian

In 2014, a sergeant at a California state prison sent James “JJ’88” Jacobs, who was 25 at the time, to “the hole” – solitary confinement in a 6-by-6 cell. One bunk, one strip of a window. Jacobs had already been incarcerated for a decade by then; at 15, he was given a double life sentence for second-degree murder.

Alone in the hole, Jacobs thought, as he always did, about the most devastating month of his life, April 2004: on the 16th, he shot and killed a young man in Bellflower, California. Three days later, another young man shot and killed his beloved older brother Victor. For years, Jacobs was caught in a terrible cycle of grief – for what he had done, for what had been done to him.

In the hole, Jacobs would lie on the floor, eyes closed, and imagine his life outside prison. He’d make beats by pounding on his bunk or chest. A talented singer and rapper, he began to compose songs on notebook paper, along with treatments for imagined music videos. His lyrics that grappled with healing and reckoning – how to maintain self-worth in the face of devastating interpersonal and systemic violence, how to reconcile the worst thing you’ve ever done with your dignity as a human being.

The prison kept Jacobs in the hole for 2.5 months – far longer than the 15 days the United Nations recognizes as torture. “Being in here, death always feels imminent,” Jacobs says in a recorded prison phone call at the beginning of the remarkable new documentary Songs from the Hole. “I have to manufacture hope.

And the way I manufacture hope is by writing music.”Jacobs eventually managed to record rough demos of his tracks as JJ’88 and, a few years later, played some of them for Contessa Gayles, a documentary director then filming The Feminist on Cellblock Y at the prison. Jacobs and his co-facilitator of a prison reading group, richie reseda, “had a keyboard on a trash can in the corner of the gym – richie was on the keys and 88 was singing and rapping”, Gayles recalled recently.

“I just saw how incredibly talented they were and how beautiful and intimate the storytelling was in 88’s lyrics.” The three stayed in touch, and once reseda was released, began working on an idea, finally realizing a music video or two based on Jacobs’s original treatments.The result is Songs from the Hole, a deeply moving and unconventional documentary that weaves Jacobs’s musical visions first developed in solitary – bits of his handwritten “first drafts/treatments for the visual album” appear on screen – with more traditional narrative footage of his life and loved ones outside prison.

“At the outset, we were really trying to be intentional about it not feeling like a traditional or familiar incarceration film,” said Gayles. “We always understood this as not just an incarceration doc, but a music film, first and foremost. Creative expression was at the center.”Fittingly, much of Songs from the Hole plays out as the hip-hop visual album Jacobs initially envisioned in solitary – stories of his family, the west coast gang culture in which he was raised, and the prison industrial complex that entraps and punishes Black men, with actors playing his younger self and Victor.

Gayles, reseda and Jacobs maintained an analog collaboration for years, some of which plays out on screen – handwritten snail mail, prison phone calls always capped at 15 minutes (“I didn’t always know when they were coming in, so I just had to be ready with the phone and the recorder,” said Gayles).

The production team would mail stills from the dailies, printed on paper, back to Jacobs for his input.Though the film includes recreations of incarceration as well as photos and audio from prison, the trio were “intentional to not include any voices from the system”, said Gayles, instead focusing on the experience of incarcerated people and their loved ones.

Over many months and appeals to the state for clemency, Gayles checks in on his mother, Janine, father William, sister Reneasha, and his partner Indigo, whom Jacobs met when she visited prison as part of a group working for restorative justice. The goal, said Gayles, was to make Jacobs “feel as present as possible while also putting the audience in a position of experiencing him in a similar way as his loved ones do – at a distance, primarily through the phone and letters”.

In song and in those 15-minute prison phone calls, Jacobs describes how he followed his brother into life on the street and turned to violence as “a tool that I used for everything”. Guns were easy to come by. Jacobs describes, with hard-earned clarity, his adolescent mindset; at 15, he believed that shooting someone would earn him respect, make him a man.

That belief shattered quickly, compounded and twisted by the rage and grief he felt at losing Victor three days later. “Part of what compelled me a lot about [Jacobs’s] story was the fact that he and his family were in this position of being on both sides of that type of deadly violence,” said Gayles.

“He had the experience of taking a life, and then having a life taken from him.”For years, Jacobs felt angry and hopeless. He contemplated suicide. Then he met a fellow incarcerated man named Jay, who spoke with genuine contrition, remorse and grace about the life he took as a young man. Jay inspired Jacobs to think deeply about the family he had irrevocably harmed, a path forward that did not foreground anger.

(The family, never named, did not participate in the film.) Jacobs’s journey toward forgiveness, both for himself and for his brother’s killer, comes to a head in a latter-half scene that left my jaw on the floor – both at the human capacity for compassion despite everything, and at the carceral system’s total lack of interest in it.

Time and again, the California correctional system continued a cycle of violence, predicated on vengeance, that Jacobs sought to escape. “Violence isn’t the only answer to violence,” said Gayles. “When harm and violence happens, we don’t need to answer it by introducing more harm and violence through punishment, revenge, retribution, incarceration.

” Jacobs’s partner Indigo puts it more bluntly: “My healing is not found in someone else’s punishment.” Photograph: Courtesy of NetflixDespite the heavy subject matter, Songs from the Hole is anything but a portrait of despair. Jacobs endeavors to find joy – in education, in his family and fiancee, in the fact of being alive, in the “manufactured hope” of his art.

And, finally, freedom – in 2020, California’s governor, Gavin Newsom, commuted Jacobs’s sentence based on the age at which he committed his crime and his rehabilitative work, making him immediately eligible for parole. In 2022, after 18 years in prison, Jacobs walked free. The film ends with footage of him in the studio recording new music, singing, enjoying the freedom to mess up a track, then record again.

Jacobs’s burgeoning music career is evidence that “there are brilliant artists who are incarcerated, who have stories to tell that will impact and shift culture,” said Gayles.At one point in the film, still incarcerated and defeated by another legal setback, Jacobs made a list of reasons to keep living.

It included his family, his partner, his art. The last one was a belief: “My shortcomings do not diminish my good.” Over 106 minutes, Songs from the Hole makes as good a case as one can to believe it.“We all have things in our lives that we need to heal from – harm that we have experienced and harm that we have caused,” said Gayles.

“I hope that this film is just an entry point, and potentially a tool, for folks to heal.”Songs from the Hole is out now on NetflixThis article was amended on 13 August 2025. An earlier version erroneously referred to a shooting outside a nightclub in Long Beach. It occurred in Bellflower, California, and was not outside a nightclub.

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